Living Blissfully

Bridget Elizabeth

you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
and not something everyone knows how to love

—Warsan Shire - 'For Women Who are 'Difficult' to Love' [x]
(via quotable-notable)

You are a horse running alone
and he tries to tame you
compares you to an impossible highway
to a burning house
says you are blinding him
that he could never leave you
forget you
want anything but you
you dizzy him, you are unbearable
every woman before or after you
is doused in your name
you fill his mouth
his teeth ache with memory of taste
his body just a long shadow seeking yours
but you are always too intense
frightening in the way you want him
unashamed and sacrificial
he tells you that no man can live up to the one who
lives in your head
and you tried to change didn’t you?
closed your mouth more
tried to be softer
less volatile, less awake
but even when sleeping you could feel
him travelling away from you in his dreams
so what did you want to do love
split his head open?
you can’t make homes out of human beings
someone should have already told you that
and if he wants to leave
then let him leave
you are terrifying
and strange and beautiful
something not everyone knows how to love.

—"For Women Who Are Difficult To Love", Warsan Shire
and here’s a video of she performing it (via johnathanocallaghan)

The tragedy of trauma is that everyone tells us ‘well, at least you’re alive,’ as if we should be grateful that we must spend every day struggling to breathe. As if we should consider ourselves lucky. Surviving isn’t hard. Living is.

When I’m not doing something that comes deeply from me, I get bored. When I get bored I get distracted and when I get distracted, I become depressed. It’s a natural resistance, and it insures your integrity.

—Maria Irene Fornes (via kushandwizdom)